“You are not dead,” he said. “Dead things don’t smell the rain. Dead things don’t feel the weight of two months’ rent. You are tired. Tired is not dead. Tired is just… waiting to be lit.”

Her mother sniffed the air and smiled. “It smells like before.”

The old man laughed—a crackling, genuine sound. “ Mara? ” he repeated. “Look at me. I have no legs. My wife died last year. My son doesn’t know my name. And still, every morning, I light one stick for the sun. Because the sun doesn’t know it’s supposed to set on me.”

She took the stairs down to the ground floor, avoiding the elevator with its cheerful muzak. Outside, a light rain had begun to fall—the kind of drizzle that doesn’t wash anything, only makes the grime stick. She walked without direction, feet carrying her toward the old bridge over the rail tracks.

Not her body. Her hope.