Top: 40 Kiss Fm 2012

That August, Mia had a crisis. Her family was moving three hours away. The "Top 40" that fall would be heard in a different car, on a different frequency (KISS FM existed everywhere, but it never felt the same). The last week before the moving van arrived, they did a ritual drive.

By the time they hit Number 4—Ellie Goulding’s "Lights"—Mia’s eyes were wet. The song wasn't sad, but the synth arpeggios felt like memories slipping through her fingers. top 40 kiss fm 2012

The song faded. The DJ came back on. "That was your number one. Keep it locked." That August, Mia had a crisis

The list was a time capsule. They’d scream every word to Gotye’s "Somebody That I Used to Know," even though neither had ever actually been through a real breakup. They’d pump their fists to Flo Rida’s "Whistle," a song their parents naively thought was about, well, whistling. And when Carly Rae Jepsen’s "Call Me Maybe" came on for the third time in an hour, they didn't roll their eyes. They held invisible phones to their ears and serenaded the cows in the passing fields. The last week before the moving van arrived,

She never forgot the list. Not the exact order, not the key changes, not the way the bass thumped through her best friend's broken cupholder. In the years that followed, whenever she heard one of those songs at a wedding reception or a grocery store, she wasn't an adult with a 401(k). She was sixteen, windows down, chasing the horizon with the volume maxed out, convinced that 2012 would last forever.

"Tonight, we are young / So let's set the world on fire / We can burn brighter than the sun."